the last month of my life has been one big miracle. there is nothing too hard for God... it's true. i would like to say i will never doubt him again... but being human i know i will. we humans tend to forget what God has done when faced with adversity again. but right now it feels like my faith is big enough to cover me for the rest of my life.

so anyway... i am watching the last years pain slowly be transformed into gold. this furnace has been hot. i wish i could say i came out unscathed. but truly there are burns and i smell like smoke. but God's ability to redeem far exceeds these wounds.