chelsea kay's days

a stay at home mom trying to figure things out

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Location: Ohio, United States

i'm a stay at home mom. i'm crazy about my little boys. in a past life i was an acting major. i love to read more than almost anything. if i could get a second degree it would be in art history. i love jesus somethin' awful. and i go to an amazing church who loves me well.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

i have no coherent thoughts tonight.

i really like philippians.

i can't wait to go to heaven. (but i will).

had a great morning at karen james house and want to hang out with her lots.

tired. sad. lonely. hopeful.

have amazing friends.

was thinking how jamie lee is like the most thoughtful person i know and i get to be close to her.

i am starting to feel like i'd better mention everyone by name so that they all know i adore them.

i adore you. you know who you are friends.

oh God... this life is so painful. And sweet.

but painful...

and sweet....

but painful...

i could go on.

must sleep to be a sane mommy tomorrow.

oh God... let tomorrow be more sweet than painful.

i would be dust again without Jesus.

5 Comments:

Blogger maureen said...

what a nice suprise to load your page and see an update!

i was just trying to call you to tell you how much you are loved!

you're not alone. so grateful for our friendship.
maureen

7:38 PM  
Blogger jlee said...

so glad to see a new post!
i check everyday....
i love you & i love your writing....
remember, the bitter will never win in the end....
"joy comes with the morning"
& one day- either here on earth or there in heaven- all the things that are wrong, all the things that are injustice now & serve to create pain for you - WILL be vindicated.
i hold on to that hope & you will too.
the things that God seems to "let slide" now, will be revenged & made right.
what's the verse? about heaping hot coals on your enemy.....doesn't that say to pray & turn them over to God?
yes, we shall overcome with jesus as our strength & our wisdom...it may seem impossible at times, but his promises hold true for everyone.

o.k done with my sermon!
love you chels,
jamie

11:44 AM  
Blogger Carlos said...

Wow! having no coherent thoughts is a great way to blog. I think I'll try it on my blog. I'm not much of a writer, I think you have to be rather poetic to pull it off.

I would also be dust again without Jesus.

11:28 AM  
Blogger Karen said...

i love you. i want you to hang out you lots too! let's do it as often as possible!

11:54 AM  
Blogger Andy Whitman said...

Hi, Chelsea. You're right about the pain and the sweetness. I'm praying that you see more sweetness and less pain in the coming weeks and months.

Thanks for hanging in there and holding on to Jesus in the midst of the pain. That is noticed, and it's very much appreciated.

I loved your poem that you shared yesterday at church. It was moving, very beautiful, and opened up a tired, familiar Bible story in a new and enlightening way.

3:50 PM  

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