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a stay at home mom trying to figure things out

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i'm a stay at home mom. i'm crazy about my little boys. in a past life i was an acting major. i love to read more than almost anything. if i could get a second degree it would be in art history. i love jesus somethin' awful. and i go to an amazing church who loves me well.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

the pain is so deep tonight. i am exhausted but putting off going to bed because those can be the hardest moments... when everything is quiet and dark and still and you are alone with your thoughts.

please pray for me.

pray for dreams from God to light my sleep.

i am so broken. and yet stronger than i've ever been in my life. in your weakness he is made strong. scripture turns out to be true in the most profound ways.

well... here's to an attempt to pull back the sheets and brave this jungle of thoughts inside my head. goodnight

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

...praying...

11:24 PM  
Blogger jlee said...

praying...too....

5:54 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone,
O Lord, make me dwell in safety." Psalm 4:8

You are never alone...praying for peace.

11:26 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

My thoughts and prayers are still with you and your children. God bless you.

11:55 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I ran across this on Universalis.com. I prayed this for you today.

O God, come to my aid.
O Lord, make haste to help me.
Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
 as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be,
 world without end.
Amen. Alleluia.


Psalm 142 (143)

A prayer in time of trouble

Lord, listen to my prayer:
 in your faithfulness turn your ear to my pleading;
 in your justice, hear me.
Do not judge your servant:
 nothing that lives can justify itself before you.

The enemy has hounded my spirit,
 he has crushed my life to the ground,
 he has shut me in darkness, like the dead of long ago.
So my spirit trembles within me,
 my heart turns to stone.
I remind myself of the days of old,
 I reflect on all your works,
 I meditate once more on the work of your hands.
I stretch out my arms to you,
 I stretch out my soul, like a land without water.

Come quickly and hear me, O Lord,
 for my spirit is weakening.
Do not hide your face from me,
 do not let me be like the dead,
 who go down to the underworld.
Show me your mercy at daybreak,
 because of my trust in you.
Tell me the way I should follow,
 for I lift up my soul towards you.
Rescue me from my enemies:
 Lord, I flee to you for refuge.
Teach me to do your will,
 for you are my God.

Your good spirit will lead me to the land of justice;
 for your name’s sake, Lord, you will give me life.
In your righteousness you will lead my soul
 away from all tribulation.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
 as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be,
 world without end.
Amen.


Canticle
Isaiah 66

Comfort and joy in the holy city

Rejoice with Jerusalem and be glad with her, all you who love her;
 rejoice with her, rejoice, all you who mourned for her.
Suck and be filled at the breast of her consolation;
 draw on the nipples of her glory, and overflow with delights.

For the Lord says this:

Behold, I will bring her peace as if it were a river;
 like an overflowing torrent, the glory of the Gentiles.
You will suck, be borne on her hips,
 and they will caress you as you lie in her lap.

As a mother comforts its child, so shall I comfort you:
 you will be comforted in Jerusalem.
You will see, and your heart will rejoice,
 and your bones will flourish like living grass.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
 as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be,
 world without end.
Amen.


Psalm 146 (147A)

The Lord's goodness and power

Praise the Lord!
It is good to sing praise to our God;
 it is a joy to sing his praises.

The Lord rebuilds Jerusalem:
 he will call back Israel from exile.
He heals broken hearts
 and binds up their wounds.
He counts all the stars;
 he calls each of them by name.
Our God is great and great is his strength,
 his wisdom is not to be measured.
The Lord supports the needy,
 but crushes the wicked to the ground.

Sing out to the Lord in thanksgiving,
 sing praise to our God on the harp.
He covers the sky with his clouds,
 he makes rain to refresh the earth.
He makes grass grow on the hills,
 and plants for the service of man.
He gives food to grazing animals,
 and feeds the young ravens that call on him.
He takes no delight in the strength of the horse,
 no pleasure in the strength of a man.
The Lord is pleased by those who honour him,
 by those who trust in his kindness.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
 as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be,
 world without end.
Amen.


Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel, for he has come to his people and brought about their redemption.
He has raised up the sign of salvation in the house of his servant David,
as he promised through the mouth of the holy ones, his prophets through the ages:
to rescue us from our enemies and all who hate us, to take pity on our fathers,
to remember his holy covenant and the oath he swore to Abraham our father,
that he would give himself to us, that we could serve him without fear – freed from the hands of our enemies –
in uprightness and holiness before him, for all of our days.

And you, child, will be called the prophet of the Most High: for you will go before the face of the Lord to prepare his path,
to let his people know their salvation, so that their sins may be forgiven.
Through the bottomless mercy of our God, one born on high will visit us
to give light to those who walk in darkness, who live in the shadow of death;
to lead our feet in the path of peace.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
 as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be,
 world without end.
Amen.

6:53 AM  

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