hello all. i am losing momentum on this blog. such huge and personal things are going on in my life that i just can't fathom throwing them out to the whole world. but to talk about anything else just seems so weird.

hmmmmm... let's see... what trivial information can i offer... my good friend zena is staying with me this weekend along with her beautiful children.. mazzy and abe. it's been such a wonderful thing. not trivial at all actually.

i am surrounded by so many wonderful friends. God has blessed me richly. i am realizing more and more how much God provides for us when life seems to crumble. in the midst of suffering he sees us. we love Him not for preventing pain in our lives but for walking through it with us.

emerson has now extended my name to honey sugar mama. :)