it has been a very dark and complicated time in my life. i can't go into it here. it's not the right forum... but those of you who pray... please remember me. our family.

i don't know that i even have the energy to write about anything at all right now.

how's this... emerson always brings joy to me. he's been progressively more and more interested in the potty. occasionally he wants to give it a shot. i'm not pushing it right now... but if he wants to try... who am i to stop him. anyway... we were at my parents when he wanted to test his skills. he sat on the potty for a while and nothing happened. finally he looked up at me and said... "it not turnin' on." ha!