today i had micah again for the first time in two weeks. it was as if he had never been gone. :) although now he's saying my name which is wonderful.

i also had zoe today.

i've been spending time with God lately. i noticed a huge difference in the ease and peace i felt with the kids today. i feel like i'm stabe inside. like i've got love and emotional reserves to spare. last night i layed on my bed and prayed and read and it literally felt like my insides were trembling. i felt like i was coming to life again.