have been very tired and queasy all day. chris' mom called to see if she could take emerson for a few hours and it was such good timing. i've been lying around all day... trying to get my equilibrium straightened out. sigh........ can't complain though... the nausea is necessary to the blessing and therefore i should accept it with a smile. still... i am feeling rather overwhelmed. i need to keep reminding myself that getting through the day is my goal. as long as i've taken care of emerson and myself... i've accomplished what i need to. everything else is a bonus. :) i'm used to being able to put myself off a bit... but i know i can't do it now. and of course... emerson is priority. but the house... well... i suppose it can wait. dinner... well... we live across the street from subway. it's only a few more weeks and then this part will ease up.

i have an ultrasound thursday. i just can't wait! i still have a hard time believing there is a little person in here.